2007

Today's the last day of 2007. 1 year ago, I've just completed O's, and I was probably working on this very same day. I can't believe I'm actually fretting out cos of school. Next year, I'll be done with A's, contemplating on which part time job to take up, and stare at my guy friends entering NS. Zhen Shi de. -sighs

Time flies, stupid shit. I have to agree that as you grow up, time isn't enough at all. You'll realise that 24hours/day is actually very very very little, considering in my case, cos I'll sleep half the day away. -.- And the sickening part is that you have alot of stuff to do. Irritating or what?!

Still, I'm very thankful for the holidays. Be it the games, meet-ups, stayover(s), BBQ, steamboats. Everything was simply perfect. (: Many happening stuff happened at this happening year, especially the unusually happening holidays where I happeningly studied(ZOMG). Instead of bridging a gap among the people I know in school, specifically SR, we got together, we're way more close now. I really must commend this happening holidays.

Good job, holidays. (:

& unknowingly, I've gotten myself sons and nephews, all thanks to Sylvia Ho Jia En coughs*joke*coughs, Prawns are my nephews, cos they're Syl's sons. & Calamari has become my sons. Surprisingly, all these happened within a few minutes, at a very lovely house in the woods, up a hill and above the trampoline.

This year, I would say, could be the best & the worst year of my life. From getting the posting results, that I'm posted to SRJC (A), and PROMOS(FFFFFF...), and then the holidays - touch rugby, the rugby guys. The usuals. (: They would really make the year a really happy year. And it's always like that - The best stuff always happen at the end. Which doesn't allow me to have more time to appreciate & be grateful because it's always so short. :( Sickening.

I've learned alot of stuff this year. Besides academically and Mainly letting go. (: Im glad I had Jiayu, WeiWei & Syl with meeeee for this. (: Valerie, till now has no idea what are we talking about, it's okay la. HAHAHA. It's okay valerie, I know what you did, last summer in the toilet. *evil laughter. I'm kidding yo, don't whine yo. ;D

I really really love my touchrugby mates alottttt & also the rugby guys. :D especially the FBT gang. They are the ultimate. Thanks for cheering on. :D And also to the people who were there somewhere in the middle, but disappeared at the end. Thanks for your appearance. And also those who were never there at the start, but became a quite important part now at the end, better late then never. (: Thank you. Oh, and those that were there all along. (: In addition, my secondary school friends, the clique. Im glad we stayed together, although we're rather different right now, but yeah, I understand the poly life. -sighs.

I don't wanna go in detail, because Im bound to lose out some people. But as long as you've spent time with me, be it crapping or serious talk, one-to-one or group outings, on the phone. you know this post is meant for you. (:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. okay. i'll post pics in the next postt. I'm gonna camwhore like free later. like freee like freeeeee. freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm folding stars.

Zhen Shi De.

I'm seriously, a happy girl. Really.

But I'm really hating it when it comes to the end of school holidays. Because, usually, for me, it signifies alot of things. I don't know why, but I'm always losing the things I've gained throughout the holidays, be it friends or items.

I hope I don't lose anything this time round. Because when school starts, other stuff will go wrong. Wo Bu Yao.

TODAY IS TIATIA'S BDAY

Today is JIAYU'S BDAY. (: She's finally SEVENTEEN. We've been waiting so long... jiayu. And finally, WELCOME TO THE SEVENTEEN CLUB! (:

JIAYU IS THE ONE ON THE LEFT, IN GREEN. BY THE WAY. WE SHALL HAVE TO IGNORE THE ONE ON THE RIGHT FOR THE MOMENT, OH THAT'S SALIVA. (:

Okay, for the most cliche and corny part of this entire entry. (:

Jiajia is my flend, we're next-door classmates, and fellow touch rugby teammates. Don't judge her by her previous CCA (DON'T WORRY, I WON'T SAY IT OUT), she's like the one of the most fastest in our team yoxzsxz. & we both like gilbert.

Onto the real stuff(:

It's amazing, or should I say, overwhelming, how we got close towards the year end laaaaaaaaaaaaa. [hur hur hur] The stayover, STEAMBOAT, exciting FBT outing to town, camwhoring moments, game days, dumb blonde moments, valerie moments(note the colour), drama mamaaa moments, triangle moments, neh neh moments... oh! & your 'se-riiiiiiious' moments, WITH YOUR style (:

Thanks for always being there, to listen to my crap&nonsense&an asshole.
Thanks for your handmade Christmas card, it's on my wall now(:
Thanks for being you. That's the best (:

I KNOW YOU LIKE TO TYPE IN CAPS, THEREFORE, THE LAST SENTENCE WILL BE IN CAPS (:

I LUB YOU NONG NONG TIATIA :D `foreberx nn eberxz*

But it's empty.

i told you,

it's empty.

not.

I dont't know

I'm very disappointed in myself this time round. I'm disgusted with the fact that I always let my emotions take control of my Mind.

I'm sorry guys, I didn't join you all for Christmas this year. Some stuff cropped up at the last minute. Which got me pretty pissed actually.

I don't know what's happening to my phone. Or my friend's phone. Although my friend claims that it's because we are so far apart from each other (literally, i meant where we stay), that's why it takes time for our smses to be delivered to our handphone. I don't believe though, but I'm coming to believe it. But still, it's just some nonsense that I've kept myself busy with. I'mma smartass. No link. It took us like half an hour for our smses to be delivered. And while smsing halfway last night, there was no reply. But this morning, there were like 20 smses from last night. (I don't switch off the phone). So chapalang.

But stilllllll, I'm glad, to a certain extent.

phone, phone, please be ok.

i wish i could bubble wrap my heart
in case i fall & break apart
like last time.

Merry Christmas

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE (:

I am sorry for taking a photo in my pjs. Because I didn't go anywhere fanciful, so I thought wearing pjs and taking a photo might give a more homely feeling. But I guess not, afterall, I'm not a trained photographer. I'm just some kid that plays with her camera phone functions, and sometimes, lucky enough to get some artistic photos. That's about it, i guess.

You're Welcome. I almost wanted to post a black and white picture of my christmas tree, decorated solely by yours truly, but I decided to not spoil the festive mood. I can hear people cheering downstairs at my neighbour's party.

Oh, and those who are wishing for Santa to drop by at their houses, FORGET IT. (: Because apparently, Santa goes down to your house by the chimneys, not lifts. They take sleighs, not helicopters. They would go to cottages, not HDB flats or private housings. They would rather go to other countries because obviously Singaporeans are so damn kiam, not even willing to leave a cookie and a glass of milk for that poor old man. Wait, do you even have a tree placed in your home?

I'm so sorry I spoilt your dreams. I know I'm getting very disappointing lately. I apologize, from the bottom of my heart.

On the other hand, I love lonely christmas. :D

I'll do a livelier one when I wake up tmr and see certain smses on my phone. Hur hur hur.

For now, let me enjoy my 0.5% alcohol, Jolly Shandy..

i woke up at 9am.

((((((((((((((((((((: A WATCH, YO! & the amazing thing is that, at an unearthly hour (for me) of 10.30am, i'm already awake, at bedok centre, eating breakfast, and talking crap with a friend. HAHA ((: it makes me feel that today has been a loooonnnngggg daaaayyyyy. but morning wasn't bad, and that's pretty good.

& you still haven't reply...

i just finished bawling my eyes out after watching fruits basket, the one and only anime i would ever watch in my entire life, okay, except sailormoon. hur.

on a completely random note, i think im sick. and i've been shrinking. HAHA. as in, i've been wearing my red colour crocs kid sweater since forever, and mind you, i've been wearing this sweater since like primary 4. HAHAHA. 7 years ago. and it still pretty big. i look like a hip hop wanna be, yo! (: but i likeee cos it's reddddddddd. Oh, and did i mention that i love my havaiannas as well? im contemplating when should i wear it la. and what should i wear tmr. i feel like wearing fbts. HAHAHAHAHA.

I LUB MY HAVAIANNAS (: and shut up zicko, they are not overrated. faraway.

i've been sleeping super later these few nights. last night, i slept like at 4am or something? i've been tossing and turning like a kaya bread over a toast on my bed like freeeee. too many stuff are on my mind. and sometimes i think too much. way too much for my own goooood. :(((((( omg, my eyebags!!!!!

tao yan.

okay, that was random.

anyway, x'mas is comiiinnngggggg. excited anot!? NO. singapore also don't snoooowwwwwww. aiyerrrrrrrr. and my parents are like workingggggggggggg. if it snows, at least i can entertain myself or something by building a snowman or build some stupid stuff. HAHAHAHA. i love myself laaa. (: im feeling so draggggy. :(

& im hungry. sighs

& my eyes are like slightly swollen.

& it's freezing like mad in my rooom.

oh and for christmas, i'll probably be a baby sitter. wait for photos! (: i'll be blogggin la, since i'll be at home anyway. HAHAAHAHAHA cheap thrillllll. i'll camwhore with my xmas tree. she is HOT. duh. *grins

OH, & oo is goneee. off to taiwan to meet jolin tsai, a*mei, jaychou...etc. idiot. everytime fly all over. nnp. sekughdyuhfasjkbglasidufhnjknaljksdbfnd csaldjfhlsehl. come back with a taiwan boyfriend. (: buy skinnies too.

we'll be good friends.(:
like brother and sister(:

OKAY, I NEED TO FIND SOME STUFF TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF RIGHT NOW. IF NOT I'LL DIE OF BOREDOM. TEEHEEHEE.

I AM SORRY TIATIA.DONT CARE THE OTHER ONE LA.

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER TO CHARGE MY PHONE.

SO THAT IT WONT DIE AND I'LL BE CONTACTABLE.

I OWE YOU ONE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (:

no one.

i've been feeling rather angsty and uncommited these few days. which you can probably see in my posts. you should, you really should. i've been thinking, since i blogger on a regular basis and i rarely go AWOL, what if one day i committed suicide or i got into an accident, can the police get details from here? eh friends, you regulars, stand up for me. just say, "she's always like this"

okay, shut up lynette, oh and she's always talking to herself, asking herself to shut up.

the above, new specs. okay la, emo kid. HAH.

i've gotten my havaiannas. ((: it's braziliano praia. and the guy who served us was one emo kid.

me: do you have the double coloured haviannas?

num guy: no more. we don't have that already. cos now they are more into the newer kind *reccomends some

me: oh, so no more those type?

num guy: yeah. not coming already. so sad right? *sighs, that's why...

me: okay, uh, don't cry uh.

foo~! hardugay:D

it's time for a haircut, lynette (: all the photos above agree that you should get a haircut. it looks like an unkempt bush big time. so its either you tie it up, and snap it off. simple as that.

and for now, you have some stuff to worry about. so get your ass off here and think of a solution. and also, pray hard that people won't know what's up. hur hur hur.

HEY SUGAR

IM WANTING ALOT OF STUFF NOW. THIS IS VERY BAD.

I WANT THAT RED & BLACK ADIDAS BAG, ITS HOT.
I WANT THAT FOSSIL WATCH THAT I'VE BEEN OGLING AT FOR THE PAST 2 MONTHS.

I NEED A SHOE BAG.
I NEED SPORTS SHOE.
I NEED A PAIR OF HAVIANNAS.

NOW HAVIANNAS GOT ANOTHER BRAND, CALLED BRAZILIANO. DAMN COOL. AND THE DESIGN OF THE SANDALS ARE COOOOLER. (: YAY. LETS CHANGE TARGET.

ON THE OTHER HAND. MY MOM HAS BEEN COMMENTING ON HOW HOLLIGIBLE MY FRINGE HAS BECOME. BUT I LIKE IT THAT WAY. ITS NOT HORRIBLE LOR. ITS JUST THAT ITS RATHER EMO AND IT COVERS A FRACTION OF MY FACE. SHE SAYS SHE HATES IT, AND I LOOK LIKE A FREAK. HAHA! BUT I TOLD HER TO GET OVER IT COS ITS THE 21ST CENTURY, CENTRE PARTING HAIR WITH GEL ON IT AND NO FRINGE BELONGS TO THE 1960S. HAHAHA. NO LA. I DIDNT SAY 'GET OVER IT.' BUT ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS LAUGHING IN MY FACE. WHICH WAS RATHER HURTING. :(

I KNOW I SOUND DAMN MEAN. BUT CERTAIN STUFF NEEDS TO BE TOLD IN THE FACE.

I THINK SHE WANTS ME TO HAVE BANGS AND SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR WHERE I CAN TIE 2 PONYTAILS OR PIGTAILS AND WALK AROUND IN KNEE LENGTH HIGH SOCKS AND PINK FROLLY DRESS. :( MOMMY, ITS OVER! IM 17. AND STUFF LIKE THAT, I HAVE TO DECIDE ON MY OWN. I THINK IF I WERE TO CUT A MOHAWK HAIRSTYLE, SHE'LL KILL ME. I WON'T LA WALAO.

IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY. (:

& I GOT MY EFFING STUDDED BELTS. ALL HAIL SKINNIES AND STUDDED BELTS!

SHUTUP. & GOODNIGHT SUCKERS! :D

double chin and scary twits. scary combinations. AHAHAHHAHA

- Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

YEAH BABY.

i feel so freeee right now. HAHAHA.

YAY
jiayu me and someone GOT TRIANGLE RELATIONSHIP

oh man tiatia! WHO COME IN BETWEEN US!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHA.

the always in thing

approximately in about 8 and a half hours time, i'll be happily seated in the learning room 3&4 with my fellow clts, talking and chatting and catching up, listening to my DC talking and also i'll be praying hard that i won't fall asleep.

i've just arranged my No.3. walao. the court shoes are the ultimate. dusty like free. and i forgot how to arrange my badges. HAHAHAHA loser. i even forgot whether the name tag is on the right or left, and the icep badge, together with name tag or solo. WAH. even zachary couldnt help me with it. i smsed him about my horrible ideas of rearranging the position of those ulu pandan badges, but he replied me in a rather foreign language, which i suppose he is asleep.

EH WALAO. did i mention the shoes are like heels? AND IM CARRYING A BAG PACK TMR. HAHAHAHAHHA. so its like sophistication VS chapalang. but i dont care. can you imagine? me, in heels, skirt and a formal top with all the badges, AND MY BILLABONG BAG?! HAHAHAHAHAH. IF POSSIBLE. I ASK MY FLEND TAKE PIC OF ME. SO I POST. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. since when im sophisticated anyway. tsk.

heeheehee

yes, omg, linqiang, i so agree with you? lynette needs to chill out big time! HAHAHAAH!

im damn stupid. i just touched the dusty like free shoes and i went to rub my eyes and nose. HAHAHAHA. irritating, as usual.

i need to buy shoe bag. and sports shoe. and do something to my grass like hair. if i manage to do all these within the next week, i AM BATMAN. i am so freaking proud of myself. im serious(jiayu's style, with my finger quotes)

lemme see, i shall bring my rubiks cube. and my PnP to read. hur hur hur.

i'm going mad

im serious. i can't take this anymore. i almost went mad just now. i've flipped the entire house, searching for my econs book. but i can't find it. i almost went bonkers. half the year's work is in it. i lose that book, i'll fail A's for sure. all the market structures and all, ALL GONE I TELL YOU. GONE.

that i got really panicky, and smsed steph. cos she borrows my book at times. so i was wondering if i left my book with her, crossing my fingers and NO IT WASN'T WITH HER. i almost died of heart attack. i asked yj about it, SHE ALSO DON'T KNOW.

THAN I WENT TO COUNT THE NUMBER OF ECONS BOOK I HAVE. by right, i should have 5 books, including tutorials. weirdly, i had 5 of them. than i got prettay scared.

the damn yellow book was there all along.

ARGH.

it was infront of me all the while, but i failed to see it.

this is bad.

NIHAO

i have to admit one thing, the computer is like my only connection to the outside world. *gasps! besides my phone that i use to communicate with my flends, the comp is the only damn thing i have. :( so depressing right? I KNOW. because the computer is in my room, im online most of the time, and if im not online, i'm either appearing offline cos i dont want to talk to you, or i'm serious(jiayu's style)ly not online. okay la. even though if im online, i'll appear busy. and if i dont appear busy, im usually away from keyboard.

aiyer, im such a turn-off for people to talk to online.

but then again, who cares? okay, shit. i sound damn bitchy huh?

other than the somewhat kinda bitchy side of me today, i have something else to say. just yesterday, i went to make spectacles! SO ON DAYS WHERE THERE IS NO RUGBY, YOU'LL PROBABLY SEE ME IN ME HOT SPECS. HAHAHAHA! cos apparently, i foresee myself being rather lazy to stuff my contact lens into my eyes in the morning. so yala.

rugby today was fun. (so cliche. since when rugby wasn't fun for me. -.-)

gerald tan broke my crayon. TSK. idiot, never die before. and he kept reminding me that he broke my crayon. so i got pretty jidong. HJBSLHFNLJKDNHGB!

OH MY GOSH I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING. you know, we went to j8 to eat?! JUST TO EAT!? we waited so long for the bus although the guys asked iris which wasn't very useful cos instead of making the bus come faster, it just made us groan in pain/hunger. yes i know it doesnt make the bus come faster but still! and than we roamed around for subway, which was rather overwhelming cos i couldnt finish my 6 inch and was competing with gerald's footlong. oh shit, come to think about it, subway's cookie is still in my bag. argh.

on a totally random note, i still have not buy my skipping rope, and ovaltine actually tastes like milo. hmmm.

i think i have a phobia of going to churches now.

i hope tmr's churching with twinny & the jiemuix would be a good one. scared ah

i feel very pressurized whenever i go to church. cos i can't be myself. cos of the people there. cos i don't know what to say to them whenever i see them. cos i don't know what to do when im there. cos i don't know how christians should behave.

as much as i love attending church when i was super young and reading the bible, till now, i still do. but i'd rather read the bible and not go to church those kind.

i dunno what am i saying.

rugby intensive.

PLAYED TODAY, like finally :D but it kinda sucks when you cant even run. the rain made it better. playing in the rain is fun. i get rather agitated when i cant catch the ball or it slips off my hand cos of the rain and the ball apparently has no friction. i. get. very. agitated.

on the field were like puddles of water, jiayu dived on the try line. gerald dived into the TEH PENG water, (don't know why.) val & vic didnt even dive. ^&%*&%&^. people kept falling all over, i dived at the CHIN CHAU water. yay. eddy dived in the middle of nowhere(he dived at the HALF LINE when gerald was diving at the TRY LINE) mad. but that got me cracking up like mad.

i seriously foresee myself NOT walking for the next few days.

my leg spoil
my right eye spoil, it kept tearing
head also spoil

everywhere also spoil spoil spoil. whole body spoil and just die can already.

but it's okay la, can stay at home and not stagger around like mad cow.

im proud of myself. i did pretty much of math for the past few days. heehee.

everybody come back fast!! :(

hello linqiang, you're back! :D welcome back to our little red dot!

this entry is so messy. im feeling like that. cos im sleepy.

PROBLEMS PROBLEMS & MORE PROBLEMS.

im gonna type out all the problems i have currently, right now. #1 being the most problematic.

PROBLEM #1

WHAT is it: MY ACHING LEGS. OMG. IT HURTS LIKE FREE I TELL YOU.

WHO does it affect: ME, and everyone else around me cos they have to walk as slow as i walk in order to wait for ME. ME ME ME.

WHEN did it started: LAST WEEK. LAST FRIDAY. NO, LAST WEDNESDAY.

REMARKS: i thought that since it felt better today, i should go for rugby & also pray hard that we could negotiate on the FARTLEKS requirements. BUT NO. so i pai ka(limping) throughout the FARTLEKS, which was 6 rounds of the track, sprinting on the lengths, and jogging at the breadths. THAT WAS 2.4KM!! EACH ROUND HAD TO BE ARD 2min. *the horrors. but thank god after the holligible running staggering for 2.4km, coach told me to rest throughout, cos if not, i will aggravate my muscle strain, which i think IS ALREADY AGGRAVATED.

SOLUTION!: REST REST REST REST!!!!!!! can some kind soul make me rest, instead of hopping, now staggering, all over!?

PROBLEM #2

WHAT is it: LACK OF KNOWLEDGE. you know, there's something called studying. and i haven't beem doing that recently, which is leading to the piling up of homeworks......

WHO does it affect: ME, YES, I THINK IT'S JUST ME ONLY. AND TEH CONSEQUENCES ARE TOO BIG FOR ME TO BEAR. WAY TOO BIG. OH AND THE TEACHERS, in a good way, cos they'll have one horrible script lesser to mark. but why should i give them the advantage?

WHEN did it started: recently. YES. really lah, recently.... YES.

REMARKS: i really really really need to study. apparently promos result weren't WONDERFUL IN A GOOD WAY. therefore i really need to buck up and study like a prawn.(i have no idea why i typed prawn, but hey, its cool)

SOLUTION!: START NOW, GET THE RHYTHM, AND GET IT GOING BABY! or i could just meet friends up and study! i make a good studying partner okay. HAHAHAHAHA. really.



PROBLEM #3

WHAT is it: LACK OF SLEEP. BIG TIME. i was yawning like mad while running fartleks. abnormal right!? who yawns like free under the hot sun & while panting and gasping for air?

WHO does it affect: ME, YES, I THINK IT'S JUST ME ONLY. and my parents cos if i sleep in, i'll use more aircon and thus, there'll be an increase in electric bill, which would then cause depletion of singapore's natural resources. TSK TSK, im sorry, singapore. :(

WHEN did it started: omg, i'm like lacking of sleep since foreber. and i really mean forever.

REMARKS: I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP. if i sleep earlier, i'll wake up later and end up much more sleepy. if i sleep later, i have the tendency to either, (a) wake up damn early like during unearthly hours of 4am or 9 am, or, (b) i'll wake up like in the afternoon, around 2pm or 4pm.

SOLUTION!: JUST SLEEP. sleeping does wonders. *gives a stupid smile. HEHE


okay, im actually rather tired to continue on. i think i shall go do a little work, before dozing off at an unearthly hour.

oh and on the side note, i seriously think i eat too much. perhaps if i eat lesser, my stomach will just digest itself and shrink to nothing so i dont have to eat. considering the available options, i would opt for going for a drip for 1 month. dont have to eat, just rely on the drip! it rhymes! so much for being a lit student.

lastly, i think typing in big & bolded font size is damn cool. hehe.

okay. ciao.

i really have to go, if not, i'll simply procrastinate till 400 years later. by then, i'll be a demon or a vampire, although i would prefer the latter, i wouldn't wanna drink blood for the rest of my life although blood is red and i like red, cos blood is rich in metal. i dont like metal, i like silver. okay. no link.

I WILL GO NOW.

*smacks face & forehead.

goodbye. miss me.

i think this will be the last post, till friday or saturday or sunday

*pulls myself away.

im so frustrated with the fact that my mom doesn't understand me AT ALL.

phonewar

I WANT TO GET THIS PHONE! (: wifey too. i want the red one, if not the bronze/brown one looks cool too! (: my current k750i is like coming 2 years old alr. and sadly to say, it's camera is gone case, i can't take photos alr. ): & the joystick is so freaking happening, dont touch it and it moves itself, and when you desperately want to scroll down, IT REFUSES TO BUDGE!!! ): *&^&*^!#%^&()!!

I LIKE S.E PHONES! :D and it's been sometime since i had a dream phone.

i feel so alive right now. HEHE. I HAVE A DREAM.

YAY. AND I WANT TO GET A PAIR OF HAVIANNAS TOO. the red & black one! :D (although im not really a supporter of NUM, but if i get a pair of those sandals, it'll be the #2 item im getting from that shop. LOL)

AND THIS WATCH IS CONNECTED TO THE HANDPHONE ABOVE! if got sms or anything, it'll vibrate! click here to see about it! SO COOL. OMG. i feel so swaku, as if i've been out of civilisation for 82394783204 years.

but im still not sure if i'll geddit(the phone). ITS OKAY.

mini volcanoes are back! ):

actually, according to wifey, this phone's cool too.

but it kinda reminds me of one of the nokia phones with the silver keypad. idk. BUT I STILL THINK ITS RATHER COOL. i mean, it's rather uncommon to have such a phone with such a colour. heh. purple! this phone is cheaper than the first one. ahh, money money & more money.

GO WATCH FU MAN REN JIAN! I GO COOK PORRIDGE.